You are my sunshine.

Spring snow.

Problem uppdate.

First of all. The fishes didn't make it. Of the 18 new ones I got as replacements for the ones that died in the second run. None made it. I am at the moment only mommy to two survivors. If they live, I'm planning on buying 2 more. One as a test and the second as a long term fishy. But that depends on if the tezt fish survives. I'm not there yet so we'll see when that happens.

Apart from that, it's spring here now. Both outside and inside. My porcelain flower has decided to bloom. Out of 5 growing flower stems, three are blossoming. It smells awesome in here. A lot of other things are growing too. I'm gonna try to get some pics of all that is sprouting and post it. I haven't been very good at blogging again. I've been thinking a lot.

Questioning all the possible directions my life can go now, what I want and so on. And I have recently discovered that I have some leftover unhappiness and problems from an event that happens some years ago. I have probably had it for a while now and just ignored to deal with it. Not healthy. I need to get my thoughts and feelings in order and then deal with it. Not looking forward to it.

It actually makes my stomach hurt from thinking about it. I might need professional help. Gah. Anyways. I need to go to bed. I've been having some bad issues with falling asleep lately. Last night was the worst. Had to cancel my climbing session today from lack of energy. Which sucks because I haven't had a proper week of climbing since last year. And it's messing up my low blood pressure.

Holy christ on a dirt bike. 

Planning Christmas.

School is over and done. And as much fun as it was, I am very happy that it's over now. And now it's time to plan the holiday. Me and my boyfriend are going up to visit my family over christmas. It's gonna be nice. Even with all the allergies and shit. I've missed all the animals even though they make my nose runny.

And almost everything is done now. I just need to coordinate some food and candy and then we're all set. We are both fussy vegetarians so we're not gonna have a "normal" dinner. But it will be awesome. Never been very interested in the "normal" christmas food anyways.

Tis' the season.

 I found these lovely purple "vintage looking" x-mas balls on sale some weeks ago. I just had to buy them, I was considering using them as a christmas present. But decided just yesterday as we were putting up the x-mas tree, that I wanted to keep them. They're now hanging in our lovely tree.

It doesn't feel like it. But christmas is just around the corner. And I can hardly wait. 

Summer holidays.

It's simply awesome.

Everything is green. The days are warm (or at least warmer). And I can do what ever I want. Like having a cup of tea in my "garden" and just enjoy life. We need to do that more. Enjoy life. 

*sigh*

Ofc shit has to hit when I go away. I'm up visiting my family for a week now. Came here yesterday. And ofc, now I'm sick. Started with a little tickle in the back of my throat yesterday morning. Last night I couldn't sleep properly because of it. And now it hurts. So annoying. And tomorrow I'm supposed to go climbing. We'll see how that goes. At least I got to take care of all my pretty little flowers now. It looked like a jungle when I came into my room. I'm gonna try to take a few of them with me when I go. We'll see if I manage. Now I need to go rest and have some water... damn. *cough cough snivel snivel*

My Vote.

It's soon time to go and vote here in Swe. So today I'm taking some time of my boredom to listen to a recent debate between the leaders of the current parties. This is as involved as I've ever been. Politics are and have always been very boring and uninteresting to me. Maybe I'm finally growing up because this year I feel that maybe I should try to make a little effort.

I have pretty much already decided where my vote will lay. But getting a little more info and impressions from the parties couldn't hurt. And to be honest, I want to see the racist party make even bigger fools of them selves. I personally believe that humans will not be happy by sorting our selves by skin color and country borders. And/or sexual preferences.

I hope that not too many people will vote for these kinds of parties. But most of all, I hope that as many people as possible will go out and vote. And if you're unsure what to vote for. You can always go to aftonbladet.se and take the test there to see which party you're most likely to agree with. You'll get a few options. It's better than nothing. Or just vote blank. It's ok too.

And just to point this out, again. I have never been very interested in politics. Like I said. But I do vote. I have only missed it once. Because I was out of the country at the time of the election. And stupid me forgot to vote before I left. Shit happens. But I have no reasons to forget it this time. Last but not least, please help us keep racism out of the government.

Almost ready.

We've got the weather. I so hope it stays this way. We've got most of the baking done. Awesome.  And the decorations in the rest of the house are coming up slowly now too. I just need to get my self into the right x-mas spirit, and then we're all set for the holiday. But for some reason that's harden than usual this year. Poop. . .

At least I've got my own decorations up.

It sure helps the mood.

Autumn.

Started taking walks again. So finally did get those autumn imgs taken. I do sort of like this season. Everything outside transforms into new pretty colours. It's just the cold that I don't like. I really hate freezing, and apparently I freeze quite easily. Something connected to my low blood pressure maybe. I don't know. Good thing there's tea.

Home Green Home.

There and back again. Was away a week longer then expected but I can't complain. Had an awesome time. And now coming home to see the garden and all the flowers. Geez they've grown. It's a jungle out there. I need to get a move on to get some more seeds into the dirt. But I probably won't do much this week. My B-day is coming up in just a few days.

I was very happy about it a few weeks ago and was like.... YeY celebrate !!! Then I had a mental setback and was like.... da fuck, don't feel like it. Why bother. And now I'm all.... *sigh* Do I care or don't I ? So I guess I'll go along and do it. It's not like you celebrate even numbers that much anyway. Also wonderful Sara is coming, and ( fingers crossed ) Dave...

The "surprice" Geranium I bought earlier down in Lkpg.

I love summer.

It's blooming outside.

It's very sunny and warm.

And only 2 days left until Swiss.

Awesome.

It's also random picture day. Or maybe not so random.

Just around the corner.

Easter is, that is. And Just for the fun of it I've got special curtains up for the occasion. Normally I don't change curtains much. Once they're up I mostly let them be. I do change for x-mas but not much else. And oh yes you find this information so valuable and informative don't ya. Wohoptedoo.

Anyways. I'm counting the days now, again. I'm of in a while to visit a friend again. Looking forward to it as usual. And I might even have a bigger journey coming up in June. It's not set in stone just yet tho so I'm cautious. It's been ages since my last trip *sigh* so it would be most awesome. Guess we'll see.

But first things first. Plants to seed and take care of, Easter to enjoy and a few B-days to celebrate. I've also got a present or two to finish and some self confidence too boost. I actually think the later one is the more important one of them all. I've got a site and awesome friends to help me with it.

Meanwhile here in the house, the cats are really enjoying the new couches we got from my mommy's in laws yesterday. So much that when mom came back from getting coffee in the kitchen ( a 3 min trip ) Bella had taken her couch and had no intention what so ever to give it up again. Ain't she adorable.

Spring is here...

And yes, it seems like I'm in a "photo" spree for the moment.

Today I went out in our lovely spring weather and tested my new camera. Or well, it's not really that new. I've had it a few months but just never got around to start using it. It's just too handy to have a camera in your phone. You always have your phone with you, almost at least.

Anyways, here's a little piece of spring time wonders.