Almost not ready.

I regret to have to tell the news. We have lost the weather. Both the cold and the snow, damn.. Anyways, I hope it comes back. Preferably before X-mas. Or at least before new years eve. It's so much more fun with snow. And while I'm waiting. I'm taking the opportunity to cheat on my "no coffee until x-mas" promise. I have kept it pretty good anyway. This is only the second "cheat" in a month. I dare my stomach to handle it.

So, x-mas.

I'm trying to get into the feeling here. It's still not going very well. Except for when I'm in my room. There's no denying there that it's coming close on The Day of X-mas. So why ain't I feeling it ? It's bugging me. I usually don't have to work for it. It usually just comes to me as soon as it's cold enough. I guess, maybe, I'll have to this year. Work for it. Awkward.

I was even thinking of skipping the seasonal x-mas baking I do every year. My X-mas stars. It's a slightly horrible idea really. This would be like, the first X-mas in.... I don't know how long. That I don't eat / bake them. That's just, not right. To be honest. I can make it's terribly simple to bake them. No I don't know who I'am trying to convince here.

I'm gonna make the decision tomorrow. Then we'll see how it goes.

Almost ready.

We've got the weather. I so hope it stays this way. We've got most of the baking done. Awesome.  And the decorations in the rest of the house are coming up slowly now too. I just need to get my self into the right x-mas spirit, and then we're all set for the holiday. But for some reason that's harden than usual this year. Poop. . .

At least I've got my own decorations up.

It sure helps the mood.

Winter buds.

One of my Geranium flowers have decided to bloom too. This is the third winter I'm keeping flowers here in my little dungeon. One of them did try last year, but the buds died before they got anywhere. I suspect the light they're getting is just enough to keep them alive and ( in some cases ) grow. We'll see what happens with this one. Would be nice if it blooms.

A Letter To Love.

Dec 11. 2013.

Dear love. 

I wonder if we could have a talk. I feel a bit, lost. If you know what I mean. And, I'd just like to know what your plans are. For me and my future you know. If you could share them with me that is. No pressure.

Anyway. I'm feeling a wee bit lonely here, and I'm a bit unsure about the current feedback you've been giving me. I'm not so sure about the road I'm currently on. I can't see if I'm on the right track. Is it just my vision that is a bit of at the moment ? If so, no worries.

But either way. If you could get back to me soon so we could clear up all these question marks, and maybe work on a new plan. That would be great. Until then, I guess I'll just keep going as usual. Ok ?

xoxo

Peach.

My window experiment.

Still going strong.

Haven't seen this flower bloom since last x-mas. 

Guess she likes winter.