Randomeness; Just because.

To whom it may concern...

If anyone should so happen to be curious, as to why there has been a lack of images posted here recently. I can inform you that my phone has died. Which leaves me to use the only other alternative at my disposal. My old and trusted camera. But, since I am a forgetfull person. Said camera tends to be forgotten at home when ever I go out. Or, in a few instances so far. I have simply forgotten to load the pictures into my computer. I shall remedy this problem as son as possible. However, it may take some time. Me being me.

Untill then. Ta ta.

Aunt Petunia.

Large love in a tiny package.

Happiness in 2 cm.

Macro shot. Petal to petal, 2cm.

There she goes.

Random Picture Day, Peony.

Better late than never.

Twice the amount of blossoms after over a year of nothing.

2 fer 1

Too busy watching one sibling to realize the other one was starting to bloom too.

Mistaken identity.

She isn't an Apple Blossom, but a sneaky Zonale.

Random Picture Day; Iris.

Soon to be.

First time blooming.

Geranium "Apple Blossom".

Random Picture Day; Mah Leggo.

Mellow Yellow.

Oh how I have waited for you. <3

Buddies !!!

Lady in Red encore.

Here she comes.

One of my "older" girls.

Lady in Red.

First time blooming.

Hello World...

Oh Violet white.

Show me your colours.

Garbage find from previous summer. First time blooming.

Whoops, I did it again.

And I'm loving it. As usual.

Keep the faith, again

Ödesbuske, second year spring blooming.

Growing up.

Pretty in Pink.

Little Strawberry wild.

Hipster warning !

Slippery when wet.

You are my sunshine.

I'll sleep when I'm dead.

Strawberry field forever.

Spring snow.

Random Picture Day, New growth.

Random img day today. Just a little picture of what's going on in the windows. The last bit of X-mas still up in the window. And one of the few Geraniums that managed to survive through the winter and my depression.

You can't see most of the plant because it's hanging down in the darkness. But the part I really like with this one right now is the new leafs growing straight up. They started growing right after I moved it to this window, and it makes me very pleased. As with all of my flowering plants, I hope to see it bloom this spring.

Problem uppdate.

First of all. The fishes didn't make it. Of the 18 new ones I got as replacements for the ones that died in the second run. None made it. I am at the moment only mommy to two survivors. If they live, I'm planning on buying 2 more. One as a test and the second as a long term fishy. But that depends on if the tezt fish survives. I'm not there yet so we'll see when that happens.

Apart from that, it's spring here now. Both outside and inside. My porcelain flower has decided to bloom. Out of 5 growing flower stems, three are blossoming. It smells awesome in here. A lot of other things are growing too. I'm gonna try to get some pics of all that is sprouting and post it. I haven't been very good at blogging again. I've been thinking a lot.

Questioning all the possible directions my life can go now, what I want and so on. And I have recently discovered that I have some leftover unhappiness and problems from an event that happens some years ago. I have probably had it for a while now and just ignored to deal with it. Not healthy. I need to get my thoughts and feelings in order and then deal with it. Not looking forward to it.

It actually makes my stomach hurt from thinking about it. I might need professional help. Gah. Anyways. I need to go to bed. I've been having some bad issues with falling asleep lately. Last night was the worst. Had to cancel my climbing session today from lack of energy. Which sucks because I haven't had a proper week of climbing since last year. And it's messing up my low blood pressure.

Holy christ on a dirt bike. 

Fishing for hope.

Today was the first day this week after I bought the new fishes, that I haven't found a dead fish in the tank. Not that there are many left to die now. 4 poor bastards left. And they're on medication now. Have been since Friday. I hope it works. It's gonna be so hard to find out if my tank is fit for fishes again if they all die. I'm hoping it's done now and that the last 4 will make it. Well see.

Fishy and lonely.

That's me. And by fishy I mean that I bought my new fishes. Unfortunately half of the ones I had ordered dropped dead before I could buy them. So I only got 5 lemon tetras with me home. I compensated by buying 10 tetras of another kind and ordered 10 more lemons. I wanted more than 10 from the beginning anyway.

The ones I got are very cute though. They are very pale. Haven't gotten their full color yet. But they seem so get along with my lonely old lemon. I'm very happy about this now. It's been very empty in the tub for a while now. It's very nice to see some lively fishies swimming around there again.

Oh, and yes. I am lonely. I am in a deep need of friends and social contacts. Too bad I'm so lousy at getting them. And I'm lazy as fuck lately. But I got my fishies yesterday, my newly ordered coffee pods today. And I'm slowly getting my interest in climbing back. So let's just hope things are getting better.

Happy go fishy.

Since "the big fish death" at the end of last year, I've been forced to play hide-n-seek with my fishes. I dunno why. Until lately. The last few survivors have started to meet up around dinner time. And today 4 of them had a gathering for quite a while. Feels nice. Makes me happy. I hope they keep it up.

Next monday I'm going to the pet store to buy some new fish. I haven't had a dead fish or any symptoms in over a month now. And I lost a lot of fish. It looks very empty now. I lost 10 out of 11 of my Lemon tetras. I've booked 10 new ones for monday. I'm excited.

I hope to find a few other fishes to bring with me too. Haven't decided what kind tho. I have a better list of what I don't want. And yeah I know this might be boring. And it's the first post this year. But I don't think a lot of people read this anyway. Who cares right ? It's mostly for my own sake anyway.